Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Suspicion

“They say one of us is a dragon-blood,” Kanor said. He sat down at the campfire with the other three and pulled his knife.
“Dragon-blood? A Joined?” One man asked. He glanced nervously at the rest of their unit. “Who told you that?”
“Sergeant’s words,” Kanor replied. His blade shimmered in the firelight. “S’you, ain’t it, Casus?”
“I’m no dragon-blood!” Casus looked around again. “I don’t trust those damn things.”
“Prove it,” Kanor said. The eerie grin on his face proved more disconcerting than the gleaming knife he extended. “They say a dragon-blood bleeds black if you cut ‘im.”
The woman, Svala, snorted. “Why does it matter who’s what?” She met Kanor’s eyes and flinched only a little as he leaned toward her. “What if one of us were a joined? We’re still allies.
Kanor’s grin split wider. “You’re going first, Svala. If you bleed red, you’re clean.”
“No, Kanor. You’re going first.” The voice came from the other man, one who appeared more composed than either of his more anxious comrades. “You’re going first, since you’re the one worried about dragons in human skin.”
Kanor opened his mouth to reply, but they were all focused on him now. “You want proof, Lial? Fine. I’ll do it.” He cupped his hand over the blade of the knife, dragged it slow.  He held a bleeding hand by the crackling flame. The stream that ran along his palm and dribbled from his fingertips into the dirt shone a dull crimson. “See? I’m human.” He glared at Lial. “Are you?”
Lial, without a word, drew his own knife, and without ever taking his gaze from Kanor’s, stuck the blade into his palm. He offered his hand to Kanor. “Satisfied?”
The surprise on Kanor’s face faded as he turned to the other two. Despite the protests of both parties, and the whimpering(most of which came from Casus) their knives came back clean. Clean red blood.
“What now, Kanor?” Svala asked. “Not one of us is a joined.The Sergeant spoke in jest.”
Kanor spat. “The Sergeant NEVER speaks in jest.”
“Pathetic.” The final member of their unit emerged from the wilderness, nodding to Casus as he settled in. He waited until Casus had gone to take his place on watch before he continued. “Have you nothing better to do but chase rumors, Kanor? Afraid a dragon-blood might chew your guts while you sleep?”
“I ain’t afraid of anything,” Kanor growled.
“That’s why you’re squatting in the bushes, cutting your comrades.”
“Dragon-bloods are crazy. I ain’t gonna have no madmen watching my ass.”
“You’re crazier than any joined I’ve ever heard about.”
At this, Kanor tilted his head, fixing his adversary with a most dangerous gaze. “ What do you know about dragon-blood, Dreim?”
“More than you do, obviously.”
“You’re awfully calm for someone who could be sleeping by a dragon at night.”
“That makes me human then. After all, dragon-bloods are insane, aren’t they, Kanor?” Dreim paused for a moment, as if lost in thought. “You know, Kanor, you seem pretty agitated right now. How do we really know that you aren’t the joined?”
The others were looking at Kanor again, and he shrunk some under their gazes. “You all know I’m clean!” he shouted. “You all saw it. I ain’t no filthy dragon-blood!” He held up his hand again. “You all saw it,” he repeated.
Dreim shrugged. “There isn’t much light here, Kanor. It’s hard to say for sure.”
Kanor pointed his knife at Dreim. “What about you, Dreim? We’ve all drawn blood. You haven’t.”
“I’m not going to cut myself to prove anything to you.”
“Hah. So it IS you! Filthy-”
“No. A cut reduces fighting capacity and brings on infection. You’ve weakened us enough already with your maddening paranoia.”
“I ain’t mad!” Kanor shouted, lunging for Dreim. “I ain’t no filthy dragon-blood!” he lashed out with his dagger.
Dreim leaned back, sweeping aside his assailant’s wrist with his own. He reached for his sword, but paused as Kanor retreated. Everyone’s attention fell upon Kanor’s knife and the fresh blood upon it. Dreim glanced down at his sliced wrist with annoyance.
“Impossible,” muttered Kanor.
“You see it for yourself, fool.”
“If it ain’t you, then who?”
“None of us is a joined, you imbecile. The Sergeant spread that rumor to test our unity. Because of you, we failed.”

Saturday, May 5, 2012

Pact

I strode out onto the balcony adjacent of our bedroom, shoulders and jaw fortified with the courage my father had taught me, a strength I did not truly feel. When I turned to close the ornate glass doors, my own shadow in the moonlight became eclipsed effortlessly in that of his as he settled upon the ledge. He crouched low, low enough that we met nearly at eye level, then dipped his head lower, an uncharacteristic sign of respect for one of his kind. I nodded in turn.
“Thank you for heeding my summons,” I said.
He then ignored me, casting his gaze over my shoulder, through the dense curtains and into the bedroom. His vast eyes flickered for a moment, the dark orbs now covered by amber veils. “She sleeps.”
“Yes. She will need her strength. Enough for her, and the child.”
He bared his fangs at me in a grin. “Bold you are, man-thing. Calling One to your home whilst your kin sleep less than half a wing-beat away.”
“I know well of your power and respect it so,” I replied. “This is why I have asked for your presence.”
“Those of your kingdom do well to stay far from One’s mountain. When they venture into One’s territory, they never tarry, nor fail to leave worthy offerings. Even now, your courage before One is commendable. You have One’s ear, man-thing. Speak.”
“I ask of you the impossible.”
His eyes widened and I struggled to return his gaze. Even the most absurd of requests, I knew his kind would consider, if we voiced them with conviction. He opened his mouth, let his warm, foul breath roll over me. “You know as well as One does, man-thing, that the impossible cannot be done. That is why it is ‘impossible’.”
“You know what I truly seek. A joining.”
His eyes drew wider still, flickering again to amber hues as he focused on me. A test. I would not falter.
“I know that you have considered it too. The fact that you have not yet burned my kingdom to the ground is evidence of such.”
He hissed, and drops of pitch fell upon the marble of the balcony. “Press not your luck, mortal creature. One knows your fears. One has flown the borders of your country. One has seen the armies of the north assembling to bear down upon you. Why should One loan you One’s strength? Why should One be damned among one’s own kind for the sake of a mere man-thing?”
“You knew my father. You knew my father’s father. My line is and has always been committed to peace. Peace however, is no longer an option. The northern armies will not be content until they have claimed our territories. If my people should fail to defend these lands, they will come to conquer your mountain as well.”
He cast his great gaze to the north. “You know well, beyond the honor of your kind, the price to be paid for such a favor.”
I glanced over my shoulder, felt his eyes watching as well, seeing what I could not, what I knew only from memory lay amid the sheets within the bedchamber. “I know well the price. As does she.”
“Very well.”
I turned back to face him, but he had already fallen away from the ledge, his great wings spreading to carry him off into the mountains.

***
Man-things gathered in the dark, in valley at base of One’s mountain. A ring of fires they’d lit, to guide One to them. One cared not; such guidance, meaningless. Heat burned clear in the night- warmth of the manthing’s bodies; Easy prey. Body tilting, shifting- fell into a wide descending loop. Flames of the circle stirring, called by the stretching of One’s wings- not like man-thing fires; man-thing flames shrink from One’s presence. Timid, fragile creatures. Most man-things cowards. Hid among the frightened creatures, squirming in thin plated shells, faint flames poorly fanned, One found strength. A flame unlike the man-things, yet of the man-things.  A she.
Across from her, One settles in the center. She stares into One’s eyes. Does not falter. Rising, One bellows into the cold night. Many man-thing fires flicker- not hers. One settles on talons again. Approaches. Female flinch not. Tears stone with great steps. Female flinch not. One circles, slow, deliberate, hissing. Flame of she only grow brighter - intense, for mortal. In her swollen belly, another fire. Small man-thing, youngling. Youngling fire bright also.
One gazed at monarch. “Once it is done, there is no turning back.”
Man-thing nodded.
One faced woman again. “What say you, man-thing?”
    She draws close. Placed hand upon One’s muzzle. Fragile man-thing skin burns against One’s scales. No noise, no flinch from she.
    “I will join with you, dragon, for the sake of my kingdom.”
    One nods. Wings extended, great sweeps. movements coaxing flames higher, now even man-things flames grow brighter. Valley lit by flame. One lifts away from ground. To she,
    “Your fire burns so brightly. You could almost be a dragon.”

***
    A great bellow tore him from his sleep, and he clung to his father. Bleary eyed, he looked around. It was almost as though he’d been borne into a storm. It was a dark storm, one absent of lightning yet rife with fires. Even clutching his father, he remained frightened. There came another bellow and then he noticed the large dragon hovering before him, its great wings hurling gusts of wind in all directions as its talons raked the flesh of...
    “Daddy, what’s happening? What’s happening to mommy?”
    His father did not answer, did not look at him, ignored the small hands tugging at his garments. In the firelight, a stream of tears glistened as it slid down his cheek.
    The child, receiving no response, wormed his way out of his father’s grasp and ran toward his mother. “Mommy! Mommy!”
    A pike crossed his path and he crumpled over it, winded by its sudden appearance. he could only gasp helplessly as he was carried back to his father. He began to howl then, screaming as loud as he could, trying to be heard over the ominous thundering of the great dragon’s wings.
    The monster paid him no attention whatsoever, pressing its wicked talons into the back of the woman, forcing her skin apart, settling close against her body.
    “Daddy!” he cried again. “Please, Daddy! It’s hurting Mommy!”
    Blood splattered across the earth as the dragon peeled at the mother’s skin, and yet she did not scream. She remained, half crouched as the dragon bled her, and bled into her. Finally, she toppled slowly to the ground, and the dragon lifted away, hovering a good distance above the earth. A foul, black substance fell from its jaws, a substance that hissed and steamed as it fell upon the mother’s back.
    “It is done,” the dragon said. It watched the king’s eyes for a moment, then with a mighty flap that extinguished the flames, it shot high into the air and disappeared.
   
    “Daddy... what’s going to happen to Mommy now?”
    Once the beast had flown away, the soldiers hurried into the ring and draped a cloak over the woman, still sitting upon the ground. His father made his way over to his mother, and when she looked up at them, her eyes shined with a little bit of amber.
    “She did this for us,” his father said. “Not just you and me, but our whole kingdom. Someday you’ll understand.”

***
    A man and the child he carries stare down at you. You stare up at them with the feeling that you should know them, but you can’t quite recall their names, or where you’ve seen them before. Absently you pull the thin fabric tighter around your shoulders.  Your body still throbs with a dull pain. Your back and thighs feel sticky, your hair is matted to your face. Your eyes drop down to your belly. it is swollen, ripe, and somehow, it seems to glow. Maybe it’s just the light of the moon...
No, there is a faint, almost golden glow crawling beneath the skin, and you feel movement within your flesh. Movement that isn’t yours. You can’t figure it out, so you turn your attention back to the man and the child. He calls you a name that doesn’t sound familiar. The child just cries.
There are others now, pulling you to your feet. You watch them carefully, unsure of what to expect. They just want to help you, it seems. The cold, hard ground is slick with fresh blood, and you remember how much your back hurts, but nothing more. You stumble once as you move toward the edge of a circle, but before you can fall, others catch you and help you along. The man and his child are close as well. They seem worried. Everyone seems to be making a fuss over you.
The outline of the circle is marked by several braziers. You know that they were recently lit because they still smoke, and the scent of burning lingers in your nostrils. You feel cold suddenly. The warmth that had been with you previously seems to have disappeared. Instinctively, you look to the braziers. You see one of them has toppled over; there are still some faintly glowing embers burning among the otherwise dull ashes. The concerned expressions and voices dim in comparison to those embers, the brightly gleaming bits that call to you in a way you’ve never experienced, yet one that feels so natural. You make your way over to the brazier, and scoop up a piece of coal. The searing pain that attacks your skin is nothing compared to the sudden immense hunger you feel and the delight that the coal provides. Before you can shove it into your mouth, however, others have grabbed you and drag you away.

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Binding Cycle

For us, I’d given everything
Union-circle, Binding Ring.

Their termination by your hand
Our blackened skies mourn their demise
And you begin to understand.

Taken by the ebb and flow
Tear in the seam, flaw in the will
Sinking until, just like a dream--
Sealed beneath the ice and snow

Rescued by the summer suns
Dirty little secret wakes
Your every denial, said with a smile
Relinquished by naïve snowflakes,
Defeated by a thousand guns

A song is carried on the wind
Of hope and fear whispered, ear to ear,
Of silenced cries and sundered souls
Of painful tolls and endless why’s
All once held dear, destroyed with a sneer
The beginning, middle, and end.

The walls shatter, the road returns
Throughout the glade, a promise made
A darkened binding of a different sort
Of shadows and pain, of blood and disdain
And their faces contort, the truth reminding-
All joy must now fade, all light turn to shade...
The union now in fire burns